sometimes I wonder, if being too open about my life and being too trusting is a good thing.

today meant a lot, church today reminded me about how important it is to put our ultimate dependence on God. and let me tell you, it is very, very scary to hear God say to you “you child of little faith”.

they say the happier ones are those who are willing to be honest, open and authentic, yet I feel it is those who get the most hurt cause of the people they trust. simple as that, maybe if I start to close up, I’d feel better, stop being so open yet still stay open enough to feel free and happy. because when I’m too open, I usually get either really really happy or really really messed up. That’s me my friend, that’s me.