February 2012
23 posts
so different, yet so alike. it’s alright, for me to not trust anyone anymore, ain’t it?
I won’t resort to these things I will not give in to satan I will not allow myself to do it I will not give up I will keep clinging to God till the end.
God opens our eyes, touches our hearts the most, when we are in the most vulnerable, down to nothing broken state.
When you feel like you're drowning in life, don't...
full time ministry? God what are you telling me?
Enough to Let Me Go by Switchfoot has been played every single time without fail on my playlists. I thought it was a coincidence till today after quiet time. Yes God I’ll let go, even though the memories, the laughter, the hthts won’t be able to disappear from my mind.
January 2012
30 posts
In my world, the people around me place a reputation on me, the thing is, they say I’m something which I’m not, whatever they say is not all that bad, even my friends agree with what they say, but it’s something I don’t think I am.
It’s funny how the people who tease and joke around with me the most are the same people who I’d go to for help in my darkest hours and who I know I’d still care about at least a few years down the road. They’re the same crazy people I’d get mad at but still love the most. Just a thought.
I have to keep reminding myself, everytime my parents take those day trips now, it’s for the church plant. reality is so tough. My whole family is just doing what we have to do this 2012 , for me it’s to finish my O levels. I’m super super scared for 2013, even though it’s so far, I need to start making decisions and preparing myself now. It’s scary not knowing at all...
sometimes I wonder, if being too open about my life and being too trusting is a good thing.
today meant a lot, church today reminded me about how important it is to put our ultimate dependence on God. and let me tell you, it is very, very scary to hear God say to you “you child of little faith”.
they say the happier ones are those who are willing to be honest, open and authentic,...
please ignore and move on
just rambling a bit here trying to get my thoughts organised about some stuff(i hate it when i know too much)
he won’t lie to me, but if he didn’t lie to me that means she lied to her best friend, which then again is weird so it’s back to him lying to me but then, okay he got defensive but he won’t lie i think. so either way one of them is lying.
then the other him...
